last summer with few people


it's been a month i have been patiently awaiting my friend from L.A. Where are you huh??
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so, i suspect most of us would use major life events to mark the passage of time and we would relate minor life events to these larger ones when asked to place them in the continuum of time. So for instance, if I was asked when event ”A” occurred, i would remember that “A” occurred shortly before event “B” and that “B” happened on “X” date, so “A” must have been shortly before “X”.
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you know, my major life markers: mid-1999 was marked by my return to university. In September 2000, I went to the Taiwan. I began my Advanced Diploma in 2000. In August 2002, I finished that lot of studying and returned to Malaysia. I started on one of my better work-experiences in April 2003 at the Australian High Commissions. In August 2004, my hurt broken by one of that guy. I went back to working world in February 2005. And in January 2006, I made my first apprehensive return to the I.T World until now.
you know, my major life markers: mid-1999 was marked by my return to university. In September 2000, I went to the Taiwan. I began my Advanced Diploma in 2000. In August 2002, I finished that lot of studying and returned to Malaysia. I started on one of my better work-experiences in April 2003 at the Australian High Commissions. In August 2004, my hurt broken by one of that guy. I went back to working world in February 2005. And in January 2006, I made my first apprehensive return to the I.T World until now.
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today, someone asked me how long i had known a particular friend. I went through my memory and recalled that I had met her after I had begun on that wonderful work-experience but before the relationship ended. However I could not quite place when I had met her in the time between February 2002 and August 2004 - those were the lost, and best forgotten, years.
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it's been almost exactly three years since I last saw him when he was a doctor in north. Truth be told - although i have managed to find happiness however short-lived and build a life elsewhere, there's still a part of me that still grieves for the early end of what could have been; a part of me that wonders if things couldn't have turned out differently, a part of me that asks if perhaps we might not find each other again on this long journey of life. I wonder what he is doing, where he may be and whom he might be seeing but I know it still hurts too much to know. A part of me still hasn't let go, but i always remind myself to be strong and most importantly things would never turned back, i just have to get him out of my memory, so simple, simple as that - you must remember you gave me a song "she will be loved by maroon 5"
it's been almost exactly three years since I last saw him when he was a doctor in north. Truth be told - although i have managed to find happiness however short-lived and build a life elsewhere, there's still a part of me that still grieves for the early end of what could have been; a part of me that wonders if things couldn't have turned out differently, a part of me that asks if perhaps we might not find each other again on this long journey of life. I wonder what he is doing, where he may be and whom he might be seeing but I know it still hurts too much to know. A part of me still hasn't let go, but i always remind myself to be strong and most importantly things would never turned back, i just have to get him out of my memory, so simple, simple as that - you must remember you gave me a song "she will be loved by maroon 5"
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and you.you.you gave a song "hurt by christina aguilera" tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow...end of story.
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TGIF~! I am happily looking forward to meet up the irish guy for dinner tomorrow :), saturday rest and sunday go to vincent's wedding, happy weekend ;)

aww..blush. I'm so embarassed u put my pics up! *blush*
anyways, live for now girl! The past will always be there no matter what..don't let it get you down.
Posted by
Janice |
1:00 AM
this hair really suits her. Nice look! is Janice a chi?
Posted by
peter |
9:08 AM
beautiful hair Janice!:D
Posted by
Anonymous |
12:56 PM
janice, you so popular huh? heheh :)
Posted by
charlene |
9:54 AM
oh dont say that..i'm so embarass!!
Posted by
Janice |
11:39 PM
nice sassy hair-do!
Posted by
jonathan |
2:36 AM